Monday, January 31, 2011

nothing much

From time to time, I keep asking myself,am I on the right path?Is this what I really want?and for God sake,I never had any answers for all those questions.why?because one will never know,you just have to believe that you have made a right choice and go with it.strive for the best. and most importantly,you have to put your whole trust and belief in HIM because He's the only that knows what's in your heart.one will never know if he/she has made a right decision in life till he is at the end of the road.by then,when he looks back,he will smile and say,Thank You ALLAH for your guidance.and then,he will reminisce about the old time,the time when he had to choose,to make a decision and keep wondering what might have happened if he took the other way round.that is what we call the road not taken.....

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

headache

salam,
seriously i don't know what happen to me right now.i have exam next week and i still have the guts to write this post.takut laa,seriously!pharmacology,physiology,anatomy,parasitology,microbiology,please,please,please love me because i need all of you to love me cause i love you so much.seriously,i am not prepared.
ya allah,please help me in this upcoming exam.i know i haven't been a good abid for ,i am not a good student,but please help me.i'll the my very best and study till i drop.oo Allah please grant my wishes.amin.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

me and myself

salam,
it's been a long time since I updated the last post..kind of busy with lectures,labs and you know lots of things...to be true,I am not a good writer,nor a good poet and definitely not an artist.so,the question now is,what am   really good at??it is funny isn't,asking people what myself really good at even I know me better.sometimes,when to many things happen,you just don't know what is your real priority anymore.lots of things going on and the world just keep on changing but are we really improving?? sometimes,I ask myself,am I a better person than yesterday?Have I done something good today?or have I just wasted the whole day without doing anything that will please HIM??honestly,most of the time i just leave those questions unanswered.because I really don't want to know the answer.it is true ,the more you learn,the more you become ignorant,studying medicine makes me realize that human body is the greatest creation of Allah. every single vein,nerve plays a crucial role in our daily life.and still,we cannot be thankful enough to Him..to memorize every single artery,vein and nerve makes me think how small and tiny we are in front of Him.

You will not attain true goodness until you give what you love.Whatever you give away,Allah knows it.(surah al Imran;92)